The Proud Addict
A caricature.
Compensating for a lack of substance
with substances.
Denying reality by substituting another.
Cannot make sense
so become senseless.
Celebrate self-inflicted demise
and call it a party.
Drinking from the punchbowl of death
in a slow, cultish, mass-suicide.
Solace in knowing the outcome:
death by own hands.
Muse, muse, muse again and confuse.
Flames of desire tower high and only a mist to quench.
Is the occasional whetting of the tongue worth
the burn ever-present?
It’s about control.
Only a moment here and there for her;
A brain –racing, -folding, -twisting, -turning, mind-fuck
that defines and stops time
for him.
Oh damn you, goddamn you…
What can I do for you next?
Please leave me alone
so the dejection can take hold
to restore the blandness of normalcy.
1 comment:
I'm most certainly the proud addict, you got me down with that one ... in every sense possible.
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